I also wish I had more normal friends! I also wish I wasn’t so frumpy . middle aged. And kinda actually depressed about it all. I have 75 more lbs to lose . I look thinner , but after 3 amputations I feel terrible about myself these days. I think I need more healthy choices in my diet . a menu plan of action for the week. More ice water , moisturizer on my face . just for the psychological purpose of feeling better . I have to reinvent myself . get back into the gym . and really dedicate my life to health and fitness .