I hate talking to people. Not more so from anxiety but bc I find people predictable and boring. Even when people are putting in effort to get to know me and everything I just don’t care enough about them. The only people I care about and actually want to talk to are my family after I cut off all my hs friends and started uni. I know everyone kind of has to be superficial in uni but I don’t have the capacity for that vibrant, fake, the world is good energy any more lol. I just want to make meaningful relationships bc I’m sick of constantly investing in people who are not worth my time and energy anymore. It’s so draining like I’d literally rather be a loner than have people around me who don’t like seeing me thrive. And I don’t have it in me to manipulate others bc I’m emotionally blind