I’m getting really overwhelmed and tired. I work 2 full-time jobs and try to keep my household afloat. My husband whines every day about how hard his chain store job is and that he can’t take it much longer. Meanwhile I’m killing myself working 12+ hrs 7 days a week in an attempt to get us out of debt and pay the bills. I’m f****** tired! Tonight he got pissed because I said I drink expresso!! Literally said “I don’t even know you any more. It’s like you are living 2 separate lives”. Dude I’m f****** tired!! I got 2 hours of sleep after a 12.5 hour shift and was starting my next 12 on 2 hrs of sleep… I honestly may have done speed if it was available.
Some times when I see stories where women disappear and resurface decades later I’m envious. If it weren’t for my children, grandchildren and mom I think I would vanish. I’m just so tired….