Sometimes I feel like im in a dead end relationship. Like im not truly loved or cherished . like im his last chance or hope of ever getting a girl to want him.

Truth is ? Im hoping that ill be able to leave this relationship. Its just I am attached.

Hes needy. And I think I should be out dating another .

I guess im used to being a nobody . a nothing . I was never the hot s*** friend. I always was the dear Abby. I was the friend…that had a couple of dates . but I was an afterthought . the 2 nd or 3rd chance. I rarely was ever 1st . just wasn’t .

Im the friend that gets taken for granted . that is dependable . I am the friend that is the designated driver .

I am the chauffeur. Frankly ..im tired . just once I’d like to be loved and cherished .

I’d love to meet someone ..A man that would get excited about love . about proposing with a ring .

Not grudgingly get me a ring . but truly excited I’d say yes!!!

I am no cheat . I don’t abuse . I have a good credit rating . I was never in trouble with the law. I have never been married. Aka..I have never been rejected by my spouse . I am generous to a fault .

Im Just wishing someone special, a good man could see my value and worth .

I just wonder if any good men are left .