Im feeling a bit more better now i guess. i thought I would absolutely break down without you, but nah, I’m doing a lot better than I imagined. Now that I think about it again, It’s alright that we broke up. I am not mad at you anymore. Yes you are right, rudy, religion is more important for you, and since religions and beliefs go hand in hand. Beliefs build a person, and you should never be forced to choose between another person and yourself. Just like I will never choose whatever you believe in, you should never have to do things differently because of me. Hence let’s move on for the sake of ourselves. sorry we ended up like this, rudy. I still love you so much. I still have so much more love to give you, but if you dont want it then…
-R