I’m madly in love with you and I can’t stop like seriously. It’s gotten so bad to the point where I daydream about us together. I want to support your music career in any way that I can but I’m scared and nervous for some reason. Idk I have a s*** ton of anxiety and I want to say that I like you but idk how and I don’t want it to be weird yk???I don’t want you to think “oh s*** it’s her” or something like that. It’s been 2 years and I still like you and yet we haven’t even made any sort of contact with each other or hell even spoken to each other. I don’t know how or if I should just talk to you or maybe even randomly message you. Or maybe drop a comment in one of your videos. I liked one of them, that should be enough right?? I keep trying to “forget” or “move on” but I can’t for some reason. You keep coming back in to my f****** mind and it’s driving me crazy. So I’ll just continue to support and love you anonymously. <3 I wish you well and hope your music flourishes because I love it so much and it’s truly beautiful J.