So um my bf likes to write songs and make music but I found about an old song he had written to his ex gf. He dated her for like a semester and a half of freshman year (we’re sophomores) and in the song he spells out her name then the lyrics are “you and me forever I love you always” then it’s like “we both got some growing up to do but we can do it together” and I found it one day and I asked him about it bc he uploaded a video of him singing it on YouTube and he said it was a song he made for his ex gf but a lot of people liked it so he kept it up. I told him it makes me uncomfortable since he literally spells out his ex gfs name and we got into a big fight and he told me I was overreacting and I told him how would he like it if I uploaded a video of a song I wrote about my ex bf and put his name in it to see how he likes it. I was really mad at him and I try to forget the song. Also I see his ex gf at school and she like gives me dirty looks but then told me I was pretty but in a condescending way. Idk she’s just pressed bc my bf broke up with her a** However I’m pressed he still has A F****** SONG WITH HER HOE A** NAME IN IT. I told my sister about it and she was like “well just ignore it” I try but I can’t. Ahhh it just pisses me off so much, if he wouldn’t have put her name in it I’d prob not be so mad but idk. He’s told me a million times that he doesn’t love her anymore and he writes some songs about me (or like based off of love and our relationship) but I feel like it’s normal to be angry about the song for his ex. Also ion gonna break up with him over s*** this I just need to let it not bother me but yeah
