Sometimes I wish my bf knew how to love me . he seems so blind .
Its difficult feeling alone .
I’d give anything to live nearer to him . long distance is hell.
I haven’t been taken on a date in years . it makes me sad .
Its not that I Dont love him. I just wish I felt loved. I often wonder if its the lack of god in my life that has made me so unhappy.
I think I’d feel this way with anyone else . I honestly think it’s me , not him .
I used to think love would solve all my problems. But it doesn’t. It complicates everything.
I wish I could say I dream of s** with him, we havent been intimate yet . but truth ? I think s** is painful if forced .
I Dont have alot of experience in s** , though I am no virgin . But I sure wish I could return to being fresh and dreamy about it .
Guess i wish for the impossible!!!
