Now my spouse is sick with a bad cold. And her chest hurts from something her doctors cannot pin down. And her arms are going numb from carpal tunnel syndrome. So it’s only natural that she is not interested in s**. None of these ailments are fake. But in the meantime we haven’t touched each other in weeks and weeks. Last night I dreamed that I kissed my step daughter (in her 30s).
My step daughter would never do anything like that but I would. At this point my moral compass is floundering. I’m at work on the overnight shift at a pet hospital. There’s a Christmas Mass on the TV. I’m tempted to go m********* to p**********. With all due respect to my sickly wife, I have no prospect of s** on the horizon. I don’t really want to m*********. It’s a hollow pleasure. What I crave are warm deep kisses and a night of smoldering passion. But if I am being honest that almost never happens on her best days. But she is to this day my dear beloved bride. 💞
