Just a post to vent, as I can’t tell about this anyone I know…Can someone please explain to me why the f*** my taste in men is so weird?? Like…my friends and I once were talking about out type and they all said normal things like “I like brown curly hair” or “I like tall men” and I had to lie and say something like “I like blondes”, which is not true. But, what is my type? Oh, let me give you few examples:
– Spamton [Fictional character, videogame “Deltarune”]
– Patrick Bateman [Fictional character, book “American Psycho]
– Jerma985 [Twitch streamer]
I once showed this my friend, who knew some of them, and she said “You really like older, psychotic, businessmen, huh?”. I faked a laugh and said I was just joking with this list, but inside I was screaming. What she described is exactly my type. I mean…could it be that I’m slightly autistic (something I thoughta lot about lately)? And that’s why I obsess over such weird characters? For the love of God don’t tell me I’m the only one with such gross taste in men.

(Jesus Christ, why’d read this whole rambling? Anyways, thank you. I just needed to get this weird thought of my chest but I couldn’t talk to anyone about it without sounding like a lunatic)