I believe I am right about this thing. That when I said I had a crush on my cousin Steve that he was pushed off to Mary and its no wonder I was set up to do some naughty with her son then. that says it all. my being fooled around started in 1976… and full on by 1977 and it was no limits after that and they tried to r*** me during all that time over and over again. I have spent years confessing , apologising, trying to rationalise it and make any sense of it. I have tried to forgive myself and the guild and shame has been awful for the last 40 years.