i actually like my major now and dont have thoughts of dropping out or switching majors every five seconds. it’s a wonder how much difference a supportive professor and colleagues can make. but being here has also lit a fire under my a** and has really highlighted the effect of my s*** mental health last year on my education. i feel so behind and i cant afford to be anymore. i’m not saying this because i want to give up though, and this is a mentality i haven’t had in a while (it’s honestly refreshing that i’m not giving up this time). i’m gonna try my best to get the most out of this semester. i’m going to succeed in this program both because i want to and out of spite.

and to the rat b****** of a professor who basically told me i wouldn’t make it last semester: eat my a** and a half. i didn’t deserve the way you treated me. i don’t know if you feel like you lack control in your own personal life or whatever but that’s not my problem so don’t f****** take it out on me by bullying me. you were not a good example of what a nurse should be, and it’s really people like you who confirm the whole “not all nurses are bullies but all bullies are nurses thing”. get help.