Right, so bit of an odd scenario here but I’ve gotten to the point where I’m out of my shell (like introverted shell, that kind of thing) and basically I’m more social than I used to be; however said social difference is continuously dwindling from within me, and I am slowly returned back to my shell. Except my shell does not want to accept me anymore. As if I’ve been out of my shell for too long and it does not recognize me anymore.

Basically, I’m stuck between two different aspects of myself. The true aspect, me being a h******* introvert and socializing at the bare minimum, and the exalted extrovert aspect.

– Typically you could call this an introverted extrovert; but I’m stuck where I’m slowly not wanting to socialize as much with others but at the same time, I don’t want to return to a complete introvert. I’m not sure what this could be called in a psychological terminology.

But, I can feel it, whatever it is, it’s a conflict at heart between me being actively social and me being completely socially inept.

I am like genuinely confused on what to do; because I know I’m losing my *mojo* to be able to socialize normally, which I kinda like but at the same time it feels incredibly awkward for me to do so.

tl;dr
Stuck between socializing at the bare minimum and being able to socialize as a *normal* person.