I’ve come to realized that it doesnt matter who stay and who wont. I dont care anymore how many friends I have left. I used to have friends wherever I go. I cant be friends with anyone. I can mingle and join different group of friends. But since I lost my bestfriend who betrayed me, I think I don’t need friends anymore. No matter how close you were, though you lived in the same house… knew everything about each other.. it doesnt matter. There is no way to trust anyone even you though you know everything about them. Yes, I am in pain. But pain taught me to be selfish. Your friends wont always be your friends as you thought they would be. They are your friends only in their convenience but when you cant offer them anything anymore, thats the time your eyes will be open on what kind of people they are actually are. Yes, I still have friends. But they are my friends for our own convenience. I dont think it’s called true friendship. Maybe there’s no such thing.