I just suddenly remember the feeling of getting butterflies whenever I’m with you. Though that day will never come again. I think I miss you. But we shouldn’t meet. I don’t know what will happen if I ever see you in the future. Butttt, I am good in pretending not being able to see people who’s even in front of me so I think I can manage it. I just hope that time will not let us meet ever again.
I hope my anger towards you will remain forever so I won’t feel pity if something happens to you. I just want to continue hating you though I don’t anymore.
I should hate you because I lost my friends for keeping you so hard in my life. You didn’t deserve me. I don’t even deserve someone like you. You damaged my life. I just hope all our memories will be gone.