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It has nothing to do with me. I’m out of it for almost as long as you have been alive. I’m not thinking about it. Haven’t forms long time. It’s not in my life’s priorities. I have other s*** going on that is very much worth my time and energy.

So how is it about me again? What’s the problem?

It’s one of two things. It’s that you are in there, or were in there but not any more and you’re looking at it like I am an obstacle, in the way, when I have absolutely nothing to do with it and don’t want anything to do with it.

OR you fucked it up and dragged me back into something I don’t want any part of, like I said, it’s long over, it’s not a priority. I don’t have any faith that there is anything left in that whole thing that could possibly benefit me, in fact I could be unhealthy to my life. You saw me as in the way, even though I really had no idea, you could not control yourself, keep it to yourself, enjoy what you have, you are e happy with it even though it doesn’t suit me, you had it, but you dragged me back into it, kicked me behind my back, often, people told me you did, which doesn’t matter to me, I don’t really care, we are not buds, we never hung out, whatever. Us knowing each other was just work. It was just one of those unpleasant things about having to work, but whatever. You were toxic, but at the same time harmless. That’s the way Insane it. Indont give and it if you like me, hate me, whatever, this is not high school it’s work for 8 hrs. You dragged me back in to that, rang the alarm, which just made her look like a fool and fucked it up for yourself. All you had to do was be cool, and you had something there.

That’s the only way I have anything to do with it. If she tells you I’m still in the picture in any way, she is lying. FYI, she likes to do that. Cause drama and problems. It adds spice to whatever she is doing. Just so you know. Not t sure what it was between you, I don’t really care, but your issues are your issues. Maybe she used you to get to me? And when I finally left that place, not even because of you, but when I left and we are not buds, we do not have any connection, I am not stopping in for a visit, I’m don’t and I don’t really give a crap of we see each other again, when there was no more connection between us, she had no more reason to be around you. That’s just a bunch, knowing her as well as I did. When I did. I don’t think people change in certain ways though either. They might but get worse, who knows.

It’s like I was saying to a guy at work the other day who we both know well, who was talking about this one woman trying to set me up, Ingold him Indont want anything to do

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