He wants me to model swimsuits for him!? I don’t know if I can do that. I don’t wear revealing clothing, I don’t take nudies, I ehh, I’m not big on playing up my sexyness. I know I can do it, that’s not the issue! I just don’t.. do that kind of stuff. I don’t post pics of myself, I post pics of plants and bugs! I’m into exercise, armour, wrestling tough stuff! and he’s having me model super cutsey bunny fluff, spandex, skin tight stuff.. I know i’m super small, short, and look cute.. but i’m FIERCE!

“Pose cute! Blow a kiss to the camera!” B-Blow a kiss?? I’m so awkward. “Twist like this, squat like this, take these pills!” @^@

I have been having fun so far but back to my main concern… SWIMSUITS?? I really want them… but I don’t know how I could O///O c-could ever publish photos of myself like that >///< Ahhh, i'd like to say I just have to make sure that no one I know sees it, but X_X I get the heebeejeebees just thinking about it! People already find me with the selfies he publishes, I don't even want to imagine the people that would find me off of SWIMSUIT PHOTOS. . . I'm scared. I want it.. but I also don't want creepos. T^T Those types of photos are what i'd have on my only fans account along with feet pics! (if I had one, :p am half considering lol) UGH.