a gaslighting, narsicstic mother. she had unreal expectations of us when we were young kids and always telling us how we were in her way and we ruined her life. not a nice thing to say, today that is seen as abuse on kids. I think she sold her soul decades ago. she is the first of the refrigerators mothers. a wire monkey mother with no heart or soul or humanity. its just robot and alien cold. as cold as a rubber d****. my mothers resentment and argumentative little weasel behavior shows. The childishness and lazy minded attitude. I can clearly see she honestly expects me to be cleaning her house like my aunty did with my grandmother. She is not even related to them but I am. She was lucky her mother died young in some way to get out of the clutches of a controlling little troll mother who has games and you can tell by how defensive she gets what she really expects. She hides my clothing and things deliberately as some kind of power hold as to say, “well if you did this then I would do that” game. I can’t please her no matter what I do. She wouldn’t want to hear what I want to please myself even though she tells me I should please myself. I can’t. She won’t let me. If she was to let go and stop being so defiant and biddy minded and stop relying on me to be a like a husband to her. She has literally stole my s** on me. She has literally stole my life. My love life. My work life, My education and more. She seems to think I should settle for less just because she did and then when it suits her she says the opposite like “I don’t let it worry me what others think or say, I do what I want” no she doesn’t. she has become a real cow mite. lower then low. I swear that little b**** is helping others, its in her attitude alone. she has an attitude towards me that makes no sense. she does some work out in her garden. is it work or enjoyment. its her house. her time, her choice, just because I am choosing to study she makes tones and comments as if I am lazy and she doesn’t know what I am even doing. she expects me to clean and clean , clean and clean. non stop. she can’t maintain anything and she doesn’t understand I can’t do it all anymore due to injuries and age. Just because she is superman. where does she get that from? who gives it to her? she loves hiding my underwear on me and nice clothing. so I can’t look nice and I look dirty and w**** with no p****** on. its her game. its gonna backfire out her a**. that woman has mental illness in her and evil. she needs an exorcism. I literally expect to see her body levitate from the evil games inside of her.