I am so damn jealous of you I wish I could not care. I mean just in general not specifically me but just I don’t know it s**** having attachments to people. You probably are a stronger person for that a superior person that you don’t get attached. I envy that more than you will ever know. And I really do miss you I appreciate like just that you were there .And I hope if I’m useful again in someway it would be nice to hear from you again I’m sorry if I overwhelmed you also. I realize you’re not really an affectionate person. Maybe that would be overwhelming I don’t know. Hopefully one day you’ll be taking Visa MasterCard again. I miss you. You were a lot of fun to spend time with