All I simply want in life is a loving companion. Is that too much to ask in life. Everyone has a girlfriend or partner and I feel like the only man on Earth; who does not have anyone to hold or love in life. What kind of man does that make me truly? A cowardly one at that. I have abandonment issues and have lived in a world of loss, a part of my mind and soul got lost along the way and I never could find any connection or love to a woman in life. But my heart is still lies within me when I was born, and all the ones I loved are now memories. But I will keep fighting until I find the one woman I truly love until the day I pass.