I think I have anxiety, for about 3 months now I’ve been stressing non stop everyday, and even when I’m in public I hate being in huge crowds and I feel like everyone is watching me and judging me non stop. And one time I was in the store and I felt so hot and I felt like passing out and It felt like I couldn’t breathe. And I tried telling my mom and she was saying that I don’t have it and she was telling me her life when she was a kid and then I was like see everytime I try telling you, you always say stuff that I shouldn’t have it, but then when she actually asked my why and for me to tell her why i think I have it but i wanted to tell her but the words just didn’t come out of my mouth, they were right on the tip of my tongue but it didn’t come out, and I wanted to cry but then I kept telling myself not to and then my mom started to cry bc she doesn’t want me to have the life she did when she was young and I really wanted to cry but I didn’t, and like a couple weeks ago we were in line at the store and she looked at my wrist and ask why all the scratches were there and I said it was my cat and I think she didn’t think it was true, but I’m convinced that i have anxiety and I’m also convinced that I’m psychotic bc a couple times when I got super mad I got a blade and started to slice my fingers and I looked in the mirror and I stated to smile, and I even have a little glass heart bottle necklace filled with my blood. And I even had some terrifying ideas of what I could do If I ever killed someone, but I’m obviously not going to kill someone bc I would never ever do that! And I even thought of an Idea If I ever thought abt killing myself and that would be drinking glitter bleach bc once I die I would be all sparkly inside. SO yeaa that’s how my mental health is! How’s yours? <3