God I was so crazy for you I wanted to take care of you I really didn’t think you were the most beautiful woman in the world, even though you always had a way of making me feel like the ugliest. I didn’t even care you were sick I wanted to take care of you. I love you so much .

I’m really going to miss your phone calls. No one calls me much. I was stupid to think you would want to get together. I hope we can still talk once in a while