Hello: Here we go again 🙂

Re: By the same token, after your last kid, did you get your tubes tied, so you can’t get pregnant again, because that is what most women “here” do, when they have decided not to have any more kids – if you did not, then he should have a Vasectomy to keep you safe, rather than the other way around.”
Nope I did not figured we would do something some other time since I was spitin em out my vag now if I had to be cut open then I might of had that done well they were in there, and if I had then we wouldn’t be worried about it now, so yeah that is why I’m planing to send him for one just waiting on some of this covid crap to be over..

Last Wed when I went to the Dr and store, I found out I can’t wear my old shorts there too big I got a bunch of air on my lips witch resulted it chafing lots of chafing lol luckily I had remembered to buy some Vaseline so that night I put on the outfit and got a nice f******** and kinda a f****** he put all 5 fingers up was feeling sick and there is a certain point you gotta get past before its all the way up there and its best to take it slow and use lots of lube so now hes making plans for next month..
so Thurs here we were not feeling too well and Me with chaffed lips so what did we do??
spent all day f******** me and playing in the Vaseline lol we were terrible we took turns putting some on I put my hand all the way up first time I did that and told him to do it later he did kinda again same reason as wed reason I like that is after we let the soreness ease up for the next day or two after that it hightins sensation and everything d*** toys fingers licking feel 10x better then normal, regular toy play with the smaller ones makes it all about 7 or 8x better and why I enjoy it..

with our anniversary coming up soon I’ve been trying to think of what I can get him he suggested 2 months or a year of this told him we will do the 2 months first and see about the rest later

Re: I am a Type 2 Diabetic as well. I have been for the past 20 odd years and I am still on tablets, although I’m getting on a bit now.
The best advice I can give you is to eat as many greens as you can, cut out potatoes, salt, sugar, alcohol and all of the nice things in life and just eat the basics and you will be surprised at how little you need to eat on a daily basis and how you can easily maintain a comfortable weight, which doctors say is 97kg (sorry don’t know what that is in pounds) and a blood sugar reading around 6.5 to 7.0 and when you are down to 97kg you pretty much have Diabetes Type 2 beat for quite a few years, but it is an insidious disease and there will come a time when you will probably have to have a weekly needle to keep your diabetes under control and I’m getting pretty close to that time now, I think.
The problem with Diabetes Type 2, as I am sure you know, is that it eventually rots your internal organs and eyes and you see bits of you coming out in your piss, flakes of skin and then you know you are pretty much up s*** creek without a paddle and it is time to make some positive choices about what you eat and drink vs the length of time you have left, before everything shuts down and you die.
We have meals which we can buy at the supermarket for diabetics and although there is nothing much to them, they do keep body and soul together and diabetic free, although just eating greens, whether frozen or fresh, is easily the best way to go, to the exclusion of everything else, pretty much – just an occasional bit of meat, in some form or other, to cover all of your bases.”

Yep I have been buying some frozen meals that are low carb then I always have something in the freezer I can grab and eat anytime..
Plus I make myself some muffins and breads with almond flour and they don’t rase my blood sugar

“You need to drink lots of water, to constantly flush out your body and water, at least here tastes absolutely foul, so I add sugar free cordial to mine (I like Orange flavor)although they have a few different tastes and that makes my water more than palatable.”

Yep Husband is a water snob and he brings me the best he can find to drink lol I carry my water bottle with me and constantly drink it and have some sugar free lemon aid I dump in it if I get sick of just water, also have been having some sugar free Gatorade right now for extra fluids and I have to keep drinking it to keep up the squirting or I’ll get dehydrated it has happen before..

“After the n***** went into an old aged pensioners home, because her health had got out of my control and she needed full time care, I was living in my own home (this one) as a result of an inheritance and I was looking around for a female for hopefully s** and company and I had a simple check list, to establish what I was looking for in a person and she was the first to tick all of my boxes and although I did not want such a huge woman, it occurred to me that there are very few skinny women to be had these days and where before I enjoyed s** when I was younger, it was not so important now, when I could w*** myself off and c** much more enjoyably than f****** this fat female would ever do for me, so a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush and I invited her to move in with me after I had known her for less than 24 hours and we are going as strong as ever, 6 years later”

its nice you took care of her at the end
Glad you have someone its better then being alone..
I had a check list when I went looking for a husband only box he didn’t check was being well off cause I knew life would be easier if money was no worry, we do okay and I don’t have to work outside the home or anything so can’t complane too much I’m pretty happy also got to thinking that a lot of the men my age that would be making the big bucks would likely spend more time working then at home f****** me and probably would be away a lot, and id have to worry about them cheating or end up doing it myself who knows..

I also had a list of deal breakers, like I was Not going to marry anyone that is like my father he is a control/neat freak a bit older then you, he would come home and b**** and lecture my mother about how messy the house was and tell her how fat she was and all this other crap, I used to leave the room and come back an hour or so later and he was still talking, I would think if you just got up off your a** and cleaned the house would be clean and decided I wasn’t going to put up with that sorta thing..
Also knew I didn’t want to marry an alcoholic or heavy drug user so stayed away from them types..

“Like Hubby, I am a really big guy, but my prick shrinks to as long and thick as your thumb, when I am not aroused and that makes it easy to carry in my pants when I am out and about, however, when I get turned on it inflates to 6 inches in outside circumference x 8 inches long, more than enough to satisfy any woman who had had kids and has a loose c***, because of it.”

Yes he is around the same size and fills me up nicely and yep we had issues at the beginning with condoms and hes the same a grower not a shower, says the only time he had issues is at around age 13 it grew before he did says for a bit he could give himself head, he had to grow into it he was short then and a lot of the girls and some guys wanted a look at it he was like what the hell its just a d***, hes 6ft tall now

but I’ll say he says from all the toy f****** we have done I’m tighter then I used to be cause we built up the mussels and since hes the only one that goes in its only his option that matters..

okay I’m feeling icky so going to try finishing up tomorrow..
I’m a quiet person in real life I like to think before I speak, well really I think like a man and act like a lady, “no one has to know my dirty thoughts but me” and what I let husband know grin

Night, well not sure what time it is for you nearly 12am here
look under random feelings I put up something about a you tube video you should watch