My younger sister gets gifts on her birthdays. She gets everything she asked for.
When I was young my parents never gave a gift for birthday. Never ever.
Today i’m 19. I’m in college. My sister is 13. She gets all the love. Because it is said she has good fortune and she will be rich in future whereas me? Nah. So, I feel my family treats us differently. Really.
It makes me jelious too. But instead of looking into their family. My faily is busy in watching news. I was 13 years old and I decided I’m not going to marry anyone. Then I was like I cant live in this world, it’s so hateful.
According to me human birth is worst. I hate it.
I want to commit suicide for no big reason.
Hopefully one day I will. SOON.