my friends are inviting me to play a game together. i want to go play and i know ill have fun but i cant bring myself to do it. quarantine has done this to me, i know my friends like me but it feels like one big prank and i can’t even bring myself to call them. i’ve only been texting one of them and he is always super chill, the only one i really trust that actually likes me. but why cant i come play the game. i want to, it’ll be fun but just the thought of having to talk to them makes me miserable. i feel like a horrible person, let alone a horrible friend. i’m sorry