A lot of my meals are eaten alone and I tend to watch videos while I eat. I just caught myself watching this youtuber who is an older man who just eats whatever and talks about it and his town and what hes doing etc.. and I realized oh wow, I’ve been eating my meals with this guy instead of with someone in real life this whole time. Kinda broke me a little bit because when I watch this youtuber, I feel like he’s my grandparent. I lost my grandparents pretty young so I don’t know if that’s why. But i’m really happy to share my meals with him. I don’t eat a lot, some days I have to remind myself. So maybe this can be of help somehow