I really miss him… I love him so much and I know he loves me too but lately it just hasn’t been the same between us.. I want to be with him, but also I dunno.. I feel really bad about trying to message him now cause
now I’m feeling like he might not respond.. I just wanted to give us some space just so that maybe he misses me if I’m not there always messaging him but now I feel like I messed that up but I couldn’t help myself, I missed him and I just wanted to reach out.. Im hoping he’ll respond to me but at the same time, I’m having doubts. If he’s gonna miss me, I’m gonna have to be completely out of his life.. no thinking about him which is hard, no messaging him, which is kinda getting easier for me nowadays but still hard, and no looking at his socials.. which I have a hard time doing.. Look I really love you and want to be with you but I just want you to miss me for once.. I just want you to know how it feels to not get a response that quickly.. I just want you to be the one having thoughts about me all the time.. I want you to go to sleep with me on your mind and wake up with me on your mind.. and I know that will happen… I believe it will happen.. maybe not tonight, maybe not tomorrow, maybe it’ll happen in a couple days.. maybe a couple weeks.. or maybe a month or couple months but I love you always and I’ll always want you and no one else..