I’m so scared that my boyfriend will feel like a s** object. I don’t want him to regret anything with me, feel like i’ve used him, feel uncomfortable with having s**, etc. I am a very s***** person so I am scared that I’ll come across a good guy who fulfills me emotionally, spiritually, mentally, and everything else, but doesn’t fulfill me s*******; I can’t imagine the embarrassment and guilt I would feel. I’m already extremely insecure of my body and ashamed of my s***** openness, I hope I find someone who also will find me attractive physically. I want us to be ready together. I know how much it hurts to be sexualized out of your comfort zone in a relationship.