I am in a very healthy relationship right now, and I do hope for a further and never-ending future with him. I love him truly. He treats me with respect, genuine care and support towards my motives and goals for life. I am still young and I really don’t know what the future holds for us. But there are sometimes these weird daydreams where everything goes wrong and he leaves me because I became too much to handle. Sometimes I overthink about these random imaginations, maybe it is because I’ve been emotionally traumatized before, or maybe I’m just another heartbreak away from another “mr.right.” I don’t know. Maybe it’s just me, maybe I’m forgetting that I still hold on to my traumatic childhood and experiences with other people.
