Please like you haven’t spoken a word to me in three months or had any communication at all. So it’s not like I’m infringing upon you. I really would appreciate the ability just for us to you know make peace here please you really meant a lot to me. I don’t want again to be left in a position Because I’m hurt so badly and pushed so far that I do some thing I’m going to hurt you I don’t want to do that please I already feel like wanting to fling myself out the window even thinking about what’s happened before I just want there to be peace between us please I promise you’re never going to see or hear from me again please I really need to make peace with you privately I just wanna move on like you get to please let me know I’d be willing to pay you. I just wanna be able to let it rest