Also I’m sorry that I asked you to be in my wedding… I guess that was inappropriate to call and leave a message like that that would make sense you wouldn’t call me back. I’m sorry I wasn’t thinking I just I don’t know I had good news for a change

It’s just so hard to miss somebody this much For so long and there’s just nothing you can do about it.

But you guys could see how hard I tried to fix it right? I mean even somebody retarded could see that. I hope I really did everything I could to fix it I begged her to stay I really did try. She just wouldn’t budge there was nothing I could do