I miss her so much, and there’s nothing I can do about it . People come and go that’s been my whole life. At the very least though, I want to try to understand what happened because I don’t want this to continue being my future. I want people to stay around and I realize I’m part of the problem. You have a kid that’s has social problems so you must understand at least a little . I understand you have to go like everybody else has but I just don’t want to be my future . Don’t want to repeat my mistakes