Also I want to apologize because, times that you said you were lonely… I thought that meant you missed me. I thought it meant you missed and wanted to talk to me again. And that wasn’t arrogance that’s literally how socially concrete I am sometimes, and it’s embarrassing. Yes you were lonely but it wasn’t for me and I understand that now and feel somewhat humiliated (god If I had a dollar for every time that happened). If anything you were lonely for anything or anyone but me but I just misunderstood so I’m sorry about that. And I’m sorry for what happened. Even if we can’t be friends I don’t want this to be something that traumatizes the both of us. I will always love you and be grateful for the time you’ve been in my life and that’s the truth. Everything I said I meant. You truly are beautiful and strong and I was lucky to know you and that’s the truth. Please don’t let on like this even if it has to end