Look him I’m sorry for getting upset. I guess it was just too good to be true that you could actually miss me back I want to hear from me. I know Monday was a mixup but it made me I guess start missing you all over again and I’m sorry about that I really wish we could be friends and talk about this and fix things. I wish it was possible to even be able to call you once in a while but I understand that you don’t want that. You don’t want to hear from me. I’m just lonely OK I’ve gone almost a whole week with no human contact or anyone to call it gets tough sometimes. I do miss you and I’m sorry if it upset you that I did try to reach out and call you or if I sent that package. I know you’re a good person and you just try to be kind to me and I appreciate that. I just wanted to talk to you so badly I missed you so much. I really didn’t want to be your friend. It’s hard knowing that I’m not going to be able to ever talk to you again or see you and I feel like a jack a** but I still wish for that and it’s not even mutual. So I hope you can forgive me for that I guess I’m just lonely. I guess when I say I want closure I’m kidding myself. I missed you what I really wanted was to be your friend and talk to you again I miss you a lot. So I guess I can understand why you wouldn’t want that since you’re not looking to go down that path again. I’m sorry for that and being selfish that way. And as for you seen me in a week I suppose you’re meaning you’ll see me again when you post on this board I don’t know what else you could mean considering I am not able to Have any communication with you outside of this. It’s not your fault I know you have tried to extend kindness I’m just lonely and I’m human you know I wish I had someone to call sometimes and talk to . I wish I had a best friend or someone to go on adventures with I’m glad that you have that now if you do. You’re a good person I still adore you but you can understand right like it’s only human to want to be loved and accepted back. At least by someone… And honestly you’re the last person I ever got close to it’s not something that happens very often and I’m sorry if I clung to you. I really didn’t want to be your friend and fix this I wanted more than anything to talk to you. I’m sorry if I tried to force it on you though even closure you don’t know me that great and I guess you’re going to take your break from here posting and maybe I’ll see your post here at some other time since I guess that’s the only way we can keep in touch. For whatever it’s worth I love you and I’m grateful that I met you and I appreciate so much everything that you’ve done for me and brought to my life .