Please don’t play with it anymore. Don’t tell me you miss me or want to talk when you see I finally am accepting reality. Please don’t give me hope where it doesn’t exist. You see what happened I started carrying again, I started wanting to be there for you and look I even started wanting to talk to you. Which I feel badly about if that’s not what you wanted. I post on here so I don’t talk to you because I know you don’t want to hear from me I just don’t have any other outlet or anyone to talk to about it and the pain is just unbearable sometimes I miss you so much. But there’s nothing I can do about it. I’m just trying to cope I don’t know why I feel so bonded to you when you don’t feel the same back. I guess the heart wants what it wants. I’m so sorry again I want you to continue and enjoy your life. I can’t help this it just hurts I’m sorry I miss you I don’t know what to do with it sometimes it comes and goes. I guess the heart wants what it wants. I’m so sorry again I want you to continue and enjoy your life. I can’t help this it just hurts I’m sorry I miss you I don’t know what to do with it sometimes it comes and goes. Please don’t be upset if I post on here I just don’t know what to do with the pain sometimes or the grief of losing someone I loved again. It’s so I don’t contact you or bother you. That would be worse if I was ringing your phone off the hook and not giving up right? I mean look how fast you block this number should I just keep calling me from different numbers and fight for you and not give up like I want my friend back dammit. That’s kind of crazy. I don’t want to have to keep calling and texting you from different numbers. If you blocked it that fast I probably have to take the hint and I’m sorry. I knew better and I texted you anyway and I did it because I thought my phone would be blocked which it was. It was wrong and I’m sorry I just missed you. I promise it won’t happen again I respect your blocks