Thanks for the birthday wishes. You couldn’t even be bothered.
You never cared about me, you never missed me and sure as hell never wanted to hear from me.
It was all a twisted manipulation. A joke. All of it from start to finish, and you’ve proven it.
People like you are truly the lowest life form. I don’t even care if its mean anymore, its not like you
have feelings anyway. Thats another thing you faked. You even pretended to be suicidal and needing me recently as part of the game. You wanted to lure me in, get me to reach out to you like an idiot, then yank it back and start abusing/badmouthing/terrorizing me for trying then ghosting again. Its a fun game of “fight for me” but theres no prize at the end…no friendship or reconciliation to earn….just another beating followed by a round of “ha ha” then a ghosting again. Repeat and rinse. Thats all this was. I am such a fool.
I am so much better then this. All you do is put me down and condescend me, you treat me like garbage I have never done that to you. All I have EVER wanted was to be your friend. But you never let me forget I am not “enough” I’m expected to accept you the way you are, but beaten to a pulp and told I am defective and need to change for being me. I guess in your mind I dont deserve that same love or forgiveness.
I sit here and accept you and your faults with open arms and endless forgiveness but you hold me to a standard, YOUR standard of perfection that is beyond belief. No, Im the one that deserves better. This is b*******. I don’t care what you want or think of me anymore. I am so much better then this.
its not even real…never was.