What’s the point of this? I’ve felt literally no motivation to even exist this entire quarantine. I threw the entire last quarter of my school year out the window because I couldn’t get myself to do any of the work. The older I’ve gotten the less I’ve wanted to exist. Life is just a f****** mess of things I don’t ever want to deal with and I’m really just feeling done with it. I was doing so much better with my depression and everything just reset as soon as I stopped having that outside force make me get through it. I’m terrified of going to college and I’m terrified of entering the workforce. I just wanna hit 18 and stop so I don’t have to deal with all this.
