Lily girl I never thought i’d say this but I really do adore that b****. At first I only talked to her because I was lonely. Hell, thats the only reason I even went to see her for my birthday last year: nothing better. But you know what, and I never in a million years thought i’d say this, that girl really was my best friend. I know she cared, even though she was as fucked up as me. Lily I don’t know why she is so jealous and envious of me. My parents have a lot of money, but they don’t care about me at all. They throw checks at me, to make up for s***** parenting when all I ever wanted was love. She is envious of me Lily, because she thinks im prettier or somehow “better” then her. But I think she’s beautiful too Lily, and just as smart. I love her more than I could possibly love another human being. I miss hearing from her. I really wish I could see her again. I need a best friend Lily, why doesnt she need me ? I wish she did.