Lily- It doesn’t feel like she’s my girl anymore. Not after I found out she cheated. I especially don’t feel like she is right now Bc she is texting others for sure. I don’t have the obligation to go “get my girl”. If she wants to talk to others then they can have her. I j don’t wanna hear her b******* when I’m better In a few months for something serious while I’m in college after she literally went off flirting when I csnt even do that right now . She cheated on ME and I can’t even find the nerve to fckn flirt w anyone else. And I csnt feel anything so ima wait till tomorrow morning and drink more than I did todya to see if it’ll work. Honestly I’m happy she’s texting others bc Ima use that to help move on. And the day that sht changes w the virus and Everything and she tries to text me, I’m going To tell her to go To the people she decided to f*** around w bc I’m not here for it.