Lily- no I think I’m done w her. I’m going to train myself to turn my feelings from missing her to hating her. She cheated. I have all the reasons in the world to hate her, I’m going to start training myself to do that. Everytime I cry Bc I miss her ima j read messages of her cheating and turn it into hating her till I’m fckn done w her. Honestly if I was in her place, I’d be too hurt to flirt around. Idfk what love she had for me but it wasn’t real. I knew she j wanted the way I made her feel, not me. Otherwise it wouldn’t be so f****** easy to flirt around. S*** is going to bite her in the a** when I’m ready to be w someone again in a few months and I’m giving them everything instead of her.
