well I just put my snap up so that’s going to be bad lmao. But sure I can share some stuff about it, basically my ex and I first knew each other in 2018, it was like summer time and she played me. basically, she was with this guy and liked me so I told her to leave him and then we can talk because I don’t fw the fact that its cheating. No, I did not ruin a good relationship because she told me he was a bad guy so thats the only reason I encouraged her to leave him to b w me. So she did, she left him after I wait a month for her to leave him but the week we got together, she told me she wasnt ready to be with me. I was confused because we was sayin stuff like I love you and we rlly rlly clicked. I understood tho and I blovked her on everything to move on bc thats the only way ik how to move on, and a week after she left me, her “ex bfs” bsf told me that my ex went back to the boy and apologized and got back w him. So I was like cool okay whatever, got over her all summer but I still loved her. then she came back into my life when I accidentally saw her at a football game last year (2019) which I think was around October. I got a prank call after the game (turned out it was a friend of mine who was high off her a**), which never happens, and so the one day I see my ex after all these months I get a random prank call so I assumed it was her. I texted her and she texted me back and we became friends but she removed me randomly and stuff so I was like okay im done w her. then she texted me again late October and told me she still loved me and all this s*** and she left her bf and long story short I got w her again. it was the happiest 4 months ive ever had with anyone. ive never felt that way for any person ever. my family is homophobic so if I got caught w a gf I wouldve been sent to the middle east to live w my grandma but I didnt care because I wanted to be with her bc I loved her. one day my mom almost caught me texteing her but I lied abt who the girl was and my mom almost sent me away but she changed her mind and took my phone for a month and put me in lock down. I needed to break up w my ex because I was scared my mom would find out so we agreed to take a break. I needed a phone to text her so I asked my bsf from a broken android I have to text her cousin to have me borrow an old phone. my bsf got the phone for me and came over and gave it to me and on my ex’s cousins phone I found messages between them that said that my ex was cheating on me the whole entire first month with me. she cheated on me with 2 guys (one of them being the same boy, the other being a guy she said was her cousins friend), she told me she ended things with them after the first month but idk what to believe. she tried to apologies and get back w me for the past month now, sending essays on essays abt how she changed and loves me but at this point I just want happiness on my own so I blocked her on everything and thats when I started posting things I wanted to say to her on here instead. so that is basically my entire love story, I hope you enjoyed how long it was 🙂 ur turn !