Glad they don’t post here . I suppose it’s better than actually bothering them. I hate knowing it’s a grieving process I just Have to go through all over again I guess it’s normal to feel sad, Specially with
What’s going on. I miss them and love them. I would do anything to be able to even talk or video chat. I think often about how fun it would be to meet up for a fun weekend after this is all over, to even be able to hug them again… I guess as long as I keep it to myself it’s OK, probably just part of the grieving process I know that I need to stay no contact and be strong. Sad how it could make you strong to stay away .
I wonder if it would help to convince myself they died, That way I can still love them But know that is not an option. They can come to me and dreams and stay in my prayers.I just want them to be happy
