Why?
Eating is part of our nature as humans, it is supossed to be something pleasurable for us to repeat and actively seek it. But sometimes, it turns weird. It’s been years now since I first felt pleasure form eating meat, it wasn’t raw meat, it was just… not cooked enough. A mistake. I found I really liked it. Then I continued down that path, the bloodier it was the better. It stirred a deep and animal pleasure each time I took a bite. Then I started creating random scenarios with different meat from different animals. That by itself led me to question my own humanity. But the thing that really made my feel weird, and sick with myself, was the day I wondered “What does a human taste like?”. It’s not something you can just imagine. That tought alone was enough to scare me. Doesn’t that make me some kind of animal? Idk. The only thing I know is wouldn’t do it if I even had a chance.
