i’m afraid i have a crush on my bandmate… but i have a boyfriend… i really really love him and i never wanna lose him to anything or anyone. yet i still feel things for my bandmate…

he’s a very charismatic guy with amazing musical skill and an absolutely incredible singing voice. who wouldn’t like a great musician, right?
i’ve discussed this with my boyfriend about a year ago, and he completely understood and had no bad feelings about it at all. bless the guy, i don’t deserve him. the feelings vanished after a little while, but resurfaced around spring time. it’s been like this for about as long as i know my bandmate. feelings come around spring and then vanish after a month or two.
my boyfriend admitted the other day that if he were a chick he’d totally bang my bandmate. probably why he understands my feelings as well haha. the guy has some serious frontman charm.