I’m shy when speaking to like nearly ANY guy. I speak kind of quietly and I’m extremely petite, and I can’t help but get these kind of weird thoughts when I’m around someone much bigger than me. What’s worse is sometimes I feel like they pick up on it kind of quick. Then they would say things like ‘Do I make you nervous?’ Or try to chat up a conversation. I never let it go anywhere though because I’m just way too shy! I’ve literally ran from guys just trying to start a conversation with me. (How embarrassing) I just get so tense! I jumble my words or can’t say much of anything at all! And when they notice I fidget and trip over things. I just feel like I can’t slow down and focus on the individual right in front of me. ‘He’s just asking for directions! Or he’s just admiring my outfit!’ That’s okay, but either way I just can’t help but get so flustered around guys. Especially when they know it, or push it. I really try my best to hide it, but some days I just can’t! This is my embarrassing weakness..