I want you to know how much I am hurting. I want you to see it. But I won’t tell you. Because I don’t want to burden you with that knowledge the same thing that burdens me daily. I don’t want to hurt you but I feel my walls closing in on me and it’s making it hard to breathe. I feel trapped within myself because I need to let this out. This constant guilty and lost feeling. But I don’t want to hurt you. I don’t want you to feel trapped like I do. So I will stay silent. And you just won’t know.
