I can’t even be pissed for the s*** that you did afterward honestly her for any of the s*** that happened. If you want the truth it was a rude awakening because everything that was done to me while minus the violence was basically s*** that I realized I have done to other people with this disorder through the years so in a way I guess karma came back and kick my a** and it wasn’t a pleasant feeling I got to finally see what it felt like and how I had behaved towards other people and then that feeling f****** sucked . I know nobody’s listening it’s not gonna change the outcome what’s done is done but for what it’s worth I get it because it’s my reality too and yeah I’m realizing that we really are like very different people …Aside from a few things… And it makes me sad that I won’t have the opportunity to actually get to know that person a little bit better. Someone doesn’t have to be a clone of me for them to like or respect them . Maybe you are a raving b**** but you know there’s a place for everything in this world including that . You seem like you would’ve been the perfect friend honestly to help me hide a body… I’m sure I will probably cry if I go to see the movie maleficent that’s coming out the new one because it will make me think of you everyone else will be spooked When she’ll like you know she kills everyone in the village and I’ll be sitting there like crying into my popcorn . Lol .