To be perfectly honest he was probably just being a dude a drunk dude and it’s not like he had any idea whatsoever nor was I going to share with him my history of past childhood s***** abuse . I still don’t really understand where the r*** allegation came in I don’t remember saying that it all. Only that I didn’t want s** . Not that he wasn’t a nice looking guy it was just so clear you were still in love with him . No wonder he drink he spent the whole night listening to me basically like crying like oh my God she hates me his balls were probably more blue than an icicle. If that happened I honestly have no recollection of it and that’s the truth