I guess you’re not going to respond to the text or voicemail but you can talk about me to everyone else look I’m not mad again I apologize am my dog only has about a month to live she’s very sick she bleeds on the floor every day I understand you would like me to end things for myself and I do plan to but please could you have a little mercy I have no support and I just have to make it through for my little dog because there is no one else to take care of her I promise you as soon as she goes I will take care of business nobody is going to ever be bothered by me again please there was no need to have me kicked out of the group simply because I’m 41 I have done nothing to anyone please I don’t want any trouble from anyone I apologize I absolutely understand you do not want to be contacted and we cannot be friends please can you just leave me be I’m really hanging by a thread here plus I have my parents to torture me please that little group is all I have just one month and I promise you I’ll be gone . Deal ? I really do understand that I have no family or friends OK please leave me be I just need to make it through the next month