I hate that I might have hurt people, specifically 1 person, or people she’s close with or changed the way she sees me, because I got defensive, to say the least. Even worse if she had good intentions and I took it as something else, nothing of good intent and not from her. Basically blindly swinging and hurting her who I don’t see, which in turn hurts me. Ruins things that are important to me

Anyone else, I don’t really give too much of a s*** if I hurt you. Maybe don’t play around with or get in the way of someone clearly going through issues and if you do, be straight forward and out with it. That’s a tough pill to swallow though. It was exactly what I needed, too. I’ve accepted that life sometimes kicks your a** really good, you lose and there’s not a damn thing you can do to fix it. You lose important things. How ever unlikely it is, maybe you’ll be fortunate enough to find something else equally important and significant in the grand scheme of things.